I am waking up early in the morning with thoughts in the back of my head. I need to get two things done today. Finish up the wedding song and the next was to try to figure out why I am getting less and less comments on my blog. So I struggled on my bed for an hour (the privilege of being a bummer) then finally got to my senses to reply Adino’s reply to me on msn. Little did I know that in the next few moments I would be cut off from the world of the internet!!!

Blackout!!! Read the rest of this entry »

It is apparent that we Malaysians especially in the middle and upper middle class income are over fed! We are on the verge of being an overeating society and yet we strive to avoid those fatal diseases such as diabetes, high-cholesterol, high blood pressure, stroke, heart attack,…….whoa I’m getting frightened!

On Mike’s blog I read about should we pray before we eat? My question is why do we eat? Must we finish all the food on our plate? All this is my personal opinion about food. Read the rest of this entry »

I think I am going to recommend an album for you music lovers each week. I will give a brief review not too detailed. Anything I recommend will be Good! Haha. This may change to be album of the month if I have less time to blog hahahaha.

First on the list

Point of Grace - How you Live

Probably gets my recommendation as one of the best Christian album of the YEAR! Read the rest of this entry »

Reading yesterday’s article in the Star Newspaper about the collapse of the tower in Sabah that caused a major blackout there and how it was caused by the stealing of metal which most likely was worth only RM 40 got me thinking. EVERYTHING IS A MESS!

It would seem that this is not the only case of these things happening around us. Someone does wrong be whether the person is sincerely wrong (forced into the situation) or blatantly wrong and someone else pays the price for it. How is that fair?

A mother tried her best to raise her child and bring him up the best she knows how. He turns out messing up his life and she is blamed for her parenting skills and her lack of know how. How is that fair?

I sold all I had to buy me a decent good-looking motorcycle with money that came from the sweat of my brow only for it to be damaged by an attempted robbery and I had to pay an extra cost on top of the insurance claim to get it fixed. One month of inconveniences and so much more agony just because someone thought it would be nice to have this bike. How is that fair? Read the rest of this entry »

The beautiful sunrise taken from the school Photos by Jason Lee:

I’m writing this as a report of my second experience in assisting this run. Firstly I would give a brief background about this run so that you all may understand the fuller picture.

9 months ago, Touch and Grow Community Support decided to hold a run to promote awareness among the community of Kota Kemuning and Bukit Rimau of the centre’s effort to help a group of special children. This is a center for AD/HD children and those with learning disabilities that is on a rise in our country today. This year they decided to do it again!

TGCS Banners (you can read it when enlarged to find out more about AD/HD and the centre)

The last run had an amount of 250 registered runners and this year we had 450 registered runners. Read the rest of this entry »

Have always been a big fan of blue colour. Anything blue tends to excite me as far as I know. But today I am feeling blue. So blue. Woke up feeling like the whole world was collapsing on my shoulders. It is apparent that this would happen after I have been hearing bad news all around. There are many good things that are happening but I can’t seem to nudge away this feeling.

It is also apparent to me that the blue skies often turn to grey these two days. On which I have been drenched these two days.

So here I decided to go for a swim to let it all go. To just let the sound of water fill my ears. I hope I will be able to get into the mood of finishing the song for the wedding soon.

Yet the rain had to make it impossible to swim also. To make it even more eventful my dad calls me and says that there are two people in need of prayer now who are oppressed by evil spirits. I feel so inadequate. The weather prevents me from going but I will still pray here with all my heart. God only You know why all these things happen. Help me understand.

Sigh. What a day! Blue blue blue is definitely a nice colour but not a very nice feeling. But you know what? I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be brighter. I would never think like that in the past

This is me, What do you think? Cute?

I have been tagged again! Sigh, I am totally hesitant to do this, but I’m doing this for someone who requested that I be more personal in my blog. I don’t know how to get more personal then to tell you about my childhood.

Have you seen my childhood…..? I can’t remember much of it. I have been asking myself why for years. I’m also going to share that reminiscing on this is very painful for me. For the past few months all I have been trying to do is forget my past. So for the people who requested this please know I’m shaking inside as I write this. I want to burst into tears but I can’t as there are people around me now….

This is because I cannot look back without travelling through the memories that haunt me. For example in trying to think of this, I was brought to remember that I have a picture that means a lot to me about my childhood. I laminated it nicely and gave it to someone I cared about and now it is gone….I don’t even know how to describe how important that picture is to me. Remembering things of my past somehow doesn’t bring back anything good nowadays.

Here now is another of me. This one is me and my bro. Cute? He was way cuter. Still is. Read the rest of this entry »

In my previous post you will realise that I had overspent by a mile. So upon arriving home, I just had to put things to work! What is the point of having all the stuff but not using them? So up goes the 3.5G modem. Looking at the bottom you see again the famous phrase on every product ‘made in china’ (I’m exaggerating).

So in goes the sim card and then all I did was plug and play. Woooohooo. I remember those days when they promised things would be like that. It hasn’t really worked but I must say maxis’ promise for plug and play it is true!

Worked like a charm. Read the rest of this entry »

Good News is that I got myself a cool new thing to play with. Maxis Broadband! I went to PC Fair braving the crowds and fellow geeks from across the valley to get myself nothing! I had a budget of RM 10 that was bestowed upon me and so I went! What can you do with RM 10?

Anyway it was my duty to shop for things for other people who are not so gadget friendly so that I could help them for free as usual. So I proceeded to go there with a bunch of fellow shoppers who also had tight pockets.

So most of them never being there before, we decided to embark on a great adventure. Read the rest of this entry »

These words mean a huge amount or the entire worlds to some and to some it totally it is totally meaningless. Some dismiss these words of as mere fantasy. Some hold them fast as dreams that drive them to live.

It never dawned upon these tiny brain of mine that I would sit down here, in tears writing to you about these three words that had brought me shambles. It will also surprise you or maybe shock you what inspired me to think through these three profound words. It was the movie ‘Ever After’ starring the young Drew Barrymore looking lovely.

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You know what? How many of you are fans of that show? I am not a fan of that show but I have been following it closely this season closely. I was so looking forward to watch Idol gives back. But something struck me hard. I have been crying these two days. One of which I will talk about in the other post.

I cried when I thought about when they sang the song Shout to the Lord on American idol. Some of you who know I’m a very sentimental person would think that I was touched thats why I cried. You are far off. I cried because it hurt to see them sing it. It is a song for God only God!

There are ample debates about whether this glorifies God or not and I do not want to dwell on that. For me God takes glory in everything. I mean EVERYTHING. If we look hard enough we can find something to glorify God in everything even this.

But I cried profusely, asking God is this what He wants with our lives. Sure idol gives back gives millions that I could never ever give in my lifetime. But is that what He wants? No. The bible clearly says that He asks for our lives. Pastor Everett Mckinney preached a message that was very convicting on sunday. He has spent 46 years in ministry and more that 30 years in missions. The title of the message was ‘He gave all He had”. Never once did he mention in his message about money. It’s all about lives surrendered to God. So I surrender mine. Lord I make this public confession that I will give all I have.

So I cried because I see a song sung, but not lives lived. The rocks already praise God the creator. So please I think when God asks us to give praise is not with just singing and the clapping of hands. Sometimes I think the rocks can sing louder than us. Ironic. Certainly not! Think carefully of what I’m saying. I am surely stepping on some toes when I say all these things.

I think the song that Pastor Mckinney sings is a song sweeter and louder to God’s ear as it is the song of his life, not the song on American Idol. Lord take glory in the lives we live not the songs we sing.

Please read the comments to understand more what I’m trying to say

Also there is another discussion I am part of about this matter in another blog and it may be interesting for you to read other opinions. Here it is

My baby lies beneath this red sheet…..so exciting

Why the Cagiva Mito?… some people ask. Here is an attempt to explain to my friends how I chose to give up my car, sell it off, and subject myself to the torture of a two wheeler that is open to air, wind, rain and even DEATH. Hahahaha

Reason one, I’m tired of driving: Read the rest of this entry »

Sorry Guys but I missed out this important picture that I wanted to put up. These are the Happy Faces after the race

Monday was bright and sunny but I was still in bed as my body refused to wake up from the giant slumber due to the exhaustion of staying up until 0530 hours. I was trying to work out upgrading my blog and had so many hiccups because of my lack of ability to understand the complex world of programming that in the end I failed still. Woke up at 1000 hours and ask my Si Fu to help me who solved it all in 10 minutes.

I finally got it all figured out and you can see the result of it. What satisfaction. But the excitement is just about to begin…..for today is the day I will show the world one of my greatest skills. I will feed a hunger that burns deep within. I will declare my dominance over all…….muahahahahha.

So therefore I got one of my personal assistant to prepare for this grueling event as you can see below. Be prepared as I’m going to take the world by a storm. I’m going to……………………

Me getting a massage from my personal assistant. Hehehehe.. Ahhh so nice Read the rest of this entry »