My following of American Idol has come to a close. Sadly my favorite didn’t take the title. It don’t matter to me. I’m just so blue and emotionless. Maybe not emotionless but just filled up with an absolute sense of remorse.
I feel like I have lost my purpose in life. I have been hanging around waiting for things to happen and nothing seems to come my way. I just keep failing over and over again.
Watching them live their dreams, it got me all burning inside because I too want to sing on a stage. I too want someone to recognize my talent. I too want to just be given the opportunity to sing for God. Yet, these things evade me because……….. Read the rest of this entry »
This was some of my medicine - you squeeze it and the suck the juice…interesting way to eat an orange….and it is green in color but sweet!!
I will compress these two days into one because I practically just spent most of my time bedridden. I was really out of it because the whole night through I had difficulty breathing, a sore throat, coughing my lungs out. I didn’t want to wake the others up so I pushed through the pain. Sothy arrived early in the morning as he was going to take me on a tour but I couldn’t get up. I told him I needed medication. He immediately wrote them down and rushed off to buy it for me. They couldn’t find what I needed but some anti-histamine helped. I was aching to the bone and so they left me to rest.
I was a living factory of green mucus and phlegm. Read the rest of this entry »
