I am so emotional now, I just got a call from Singapore right after my last post to tell me that I got my work permit and they would like me to be there by mid this month. That would mean that I will be gone in a week’s time!!
I started this blog with the intention of recording my life’s bests moments and also to let my loved ones constantly be in the know of how I am because there was a huge possibility I was leaving. Now the time has come for me to leave and I’m so torn.
Kota Kemuning Assembly (my church) has been my home and family for so long now and it is really hard to say goodbye. How and why all these things happened is still a mystery to me but all I know that it is for the best I guess…..
My heart is so torn.
There are so many things and people I don’t want to leave behind. So many people I have come to love with all my heart.
Why is it just so hard to say goodbye? I know that it will be impossible for me not to cry now because my heart is bursting even right now.
I don’t want to say goodbye yet, not until it is time….I want to cherish every moment I have left. There is just so many goodbyes to say. I am just utterly speechless right now…..
Some Christians will have you struck by lightning for believing in luck. In fact they say that everything is God ordained and therefore is allowable by HIs will therefore is not luck but more like God’s will. Sound more Islamic to me than Christian.
Luck is just a term for things that happen by chance. Yes God is sovereign but by the natural order of things in this world I do believe that many things happen and if you are on the right side of the natural order, you are lucky, if you are not, you are unlucky. God’s favor though rest on many of our lives and that makes us very lucky because He can even defy the natural order of things. It doesn’t therefore constitute the reason for believing that if you are unlucky that God isn’t with you.
I am having spells of bad luck. Just there past few days I have to deal with my bedside lamp just dropping down, my eeepc getting corrupted, then my kitchen tap breaking, and just so many more things falling apart at home. I just wished I have a genie lamp to make all my wishes come true!! Hahahaha
I have been so busy trying to get things back in order that I can’t even blog about how exciting Youth Camp was. I just let it all out at football yesterday, releasing all my frustration on the poor little ball.
I am in the midst of wondering why all this is happening to me…why am I so unlucky? Then I realised I was not unlucky too. I have so many people who love and care for me. I also have someone who wrote a great post while I was gone. I have so many great young people who treat me like their brother.
So bad luck or not, I’m really happy and thankful my house hasn’t fell flat on my head. That I have not been bitten by a cockroach yet again and that I have you guys in my life.
This is the announcement: So be patient ya as I try to get things back in order. It is costing me too much precious time that my blogging life is on a crawl now. So my dear friends, count it all joy when you are suffering for Christ sake….I know this is totally irrelavant but it just came to my mind?
