I have taken so many things in life for granted. Especially God’s blessings. I do exactly what I’m not supposed to do many times but somehow grace abounds. Since I have stepped out in believing God I must say He has been more than good. I still need to change so much yet He doesn’t wait until we are totally changed to let us know He loves, He cares for us and wants the best for us.

I realise I have to change so much. I mean I am not competent enough in so many things. Character wise I’m not sure if I’m much of a good reflection of what a good Christian should be also. I certainly strive but I find myself failing miserably.

I’m in the process of reading the book Heart of the Artist of which I would review later on to really start the habit of reading again. I want to be a better person. You may ask why this sudden motivation and change? Well it is not sudden. I just been blind to see everything because I was just simply looking at myself and not God.

Now the evidences are clear  how can I not see? Oh taste and see that the Lord is good. Yes He is. Now I’m talking in the perspective of a just materially only. This does not mean that it is the yard stick in which we measure God’s blessings. But to deny God’s blessings and not give Him the glory would be the most selfish thing I could do. I have been blessed with a new phone, new shoes, new clothes, new notebook, new work desk, and the list goes on and on until yesterday a NEW GUITAR. I mean, all this in a month!!! I came here with absolutely no money at all of my own. Instead now I have everything! It is like a dream!! One that I never want to wake up from.

My mom says this, God spoils me. I think so. You think so? I think so. I mean I am so blessed that others keep thinking I’m rich. Some people keep calling me rich. Others say I only have to ask and I sure get. Some cry not fair. I really don’t know. But I’m certain I’m not rich. It is all God’s blessing. I certainly don’t deserve it but I must say thank you Lord. Thank you very much

There are posts I promised to write and I have done so, it is just not ready for publishing so please wait patiently ok? I scrapped the job/occupation post as I have no time to do the research. Upcoming posts:

Erosion vs Accumulation

Taylor 514ce - a very simple review

Jazz Chords

Album of the Week - Love Out Loud (Jaci Velasquez)

Book Review - Heart of the Artist

Ok ok that is a lot of work for me. If, just if I don’t sell off my HP 2133, You will see a review of it too!! I am now wondering if I should sell…..Oh well Cheers everyone!! I’m still dreaming…..la la la la la

I got the Samsung Omnia…..oooooo the phone is sooooooo nice! It’s by far the coolest phone I have ever owned and probably in the world right now in the market! Should I do a review on it? Anyone interested?

Due to the major reconstruction and renovation of my life, I would like to inform you that I will need time to update this blog….

Upcoming updates:

Youth Camp - Day 3

Youth Camp - Day 4

Farewell - Please don’t cry

Occupation vs Vocation

Recommendation of the Week

Jazz Chords

I am so emotional now, I just got a call from Singapore right after my last post to tell me that I got my work permit and they would like me to be there by mid this month. That would mean that I will be gone in a week’s time!!

I started this blog with the intention of recording my life’s bests moments and also to let my loved ones constantly be in the know of how I am because there was a huge possibility I was leaving. Now the time has come for me to leave and I’m so torn.

Kota Kemuning Assembly (my church) has been my home and family for so long now and it is really hard to say goodbye. How and why all these things happened is still a mystery to me but all I know that it is for the best I guess…..

My heart is so torn.

There are so many things and people I don’t want to leave behind. So many people I have come to love with all my heart.

Why is it just so hard to say goodbye? I know that it will be impossible for me not to cry now because my heart is bursting even right now.

I don’t want to say goodbye yet, not until it is time….I want to cherish every moment I have left. There is just so many goodbyes to say. I am just utterly speechless right now…..

Some Christians will have you struck by lightning for believing in luck. In fact they say that everything is God ordained and therefore is allowable by HIs will therefore is not luck but more like God’s will. Sound more Islamic to me than Christian.

Luck is just a term for things that happen by chance. Yes God is sovereign but by the natural order of things in this world I do believe that many things happen and if you are on the right side of the natural order, you are lucky, if you are not, you are unlucky. God’s favor though rest on many of our lives and that makes us very lucky because He can even defy the natural order of things. It doesn’t therefore constitute the reason for believing that if you are unlucky that God isn’t with you.

I am having spells of bad luck. Just there past few days I have to deal with my bedside lamp just dropping down, my eeepc getting corrupted, then my kitchen tap breaking, and just so many more things falling apart at home. I just wished I have a genie lamp to make all my wishes come true!! Hahahaha

I have been so busy trying to get things back in order that I can’t even blog about how exciting Youth Camp was. I just let it all out at football yesterday, releasing all my frustration on the poor little ball.

I am in the midst of wondering why all this is happening to me…why am I so unlucky? Then I realised I was not unlucky too. I have so many people who love and care for me. I also have someone who wrote a great post while I was gone. I have so many great young people who treat me like their brother.

So bad luck or not, I’m really happy and thankful my house hasn’t fell flat on my head. That I have not been bitten by a cockroach yet again and that I have you guys in my life.

This is the announcement: So be patient ya as I try to get things back in order. It is costing me too much precious time that my blogging life is on a crawl now. So my dear friends, count it all joy when you are suffering for Christ sake….I know this is totally irrelavant but it just came to my mind?

Dear friends…I am currently unable to update the blog as quickly as I would like. Perhaps Each day of cambodia will only appear daily too because I’m really sick. I can’t seem to get better now and I have a lot of catching up to do on blogs, work and so much more. I’m rather weary…

So please be patient……also for the benefit of everyone, I will be posting the minus one for Beauty of it All so that you can use it as you please. You can use it for absolutely free, just don’t claim it’s your song ok?

Waiting anxiously in a room dimly lighted, I could hardly hold back my excitement, I hear the screams deep within me and it sounds like the time has come for a new life to begin. And there here its comes I see the header…Its a blog!!

Welcome to my simple blog. I dont know much about blogging but I hope I’m off to a good start….