Today I will not be able to see my dearest God daughter, instead I’m having to attend a crash course at Bible school.
Two weeks of intensive information cramming can cause major overload. My brain goes into overdrive and then my body starts weakening. This pheonomena repeats itself all the time. So hopefully this time I don’t crash! I fell sick at every crash course. Maybe they should not name it crash course anymore to remove the psychological factor that I might be feeding the thought that I would crash until I actually DO!

Trading time with her for self-improvement…how do we actually define if this is a good decision?
I miss her so much. I miss the feeling of just being loved unconditionally (rejected also childishly). ![]()
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