These words mean a huge amount or the entire worlds to some and to some it totally it is totally meaningless. Some dismiss these words of as mere fantasy. Some hold them fast as dreams that drive them to live.

It never dawned upon these tiny brain of mine that I would sit down here, in tears writing to you about these three words that had brought me shambles. It will also surprise you or maybe shock you what inspired me to think through these three profound words. It was the movie ‘Ever After’ starring the young Drew Barrymore looking lovely.

I was crying so much that I am ashamed to talk about it. I realized that all of us actually have this longing for a Happily Ever After. I denied that. I’m a hopeless romantic meaning hopeless at being romantic. Romance was something I criticized for as long as I can remember. If you had a post earlier on talking about love. I am still a firm believer that movies, music and many other things have distorted what real love is. That being said it would also seem I have lost faith in love itself without realizing.

I must admit I don’t know how this happened as I claimed to understand what love is (not the full extent) but I have experienced it myself. I don’t know how losing the person you love with all your heart can make you turn so bitter and hurt but it did. I couldn’t love anyone even myself. That’s how I felt.

Seeing this show and about how love is so simple and beautiful, I am reminded once again that it’s not because of who I am, but because of what You’ve done, not because what I’ve done, but because of who You are. I am in love all over again. In love with the ONE that has never ever let me go.

I have this romantic dream now of loving my future partner as much as I have felt loved by the ONE who set me free.

My dearest Miracle is proof that dreams do come true. She is a pure example of romantic dreams and wishful thinking. Sometimes if you think about it, how amazing is this gift of life? Although somehow I still don’t know how I ended up as her God-father. I know I will never be able to stop loving her. Oh, Just imagine how much more God loves me! Mike care to fill me in on this?

Come to think of it, God is so romantic. And I’m looking forward to this happily ever after with Him. Thats all I can long for right now. Though in my heart I pray I will find someone to love as well.

I want to be a prince charming.

I want to be a knight in shining armor.

I want to rescue my maiden off her feet.

I want to be all she dreams of

I want to sing her a love song

Make her world bright.

If only it was so easy to make things to ensure our ever afters. But the best that I can ensure that I will love her with all of my heart. I now understand why God had chose marriage to signify His relationship with the church. Pretty amazing. Pretty romantic. I’m sure if we strive through these hard times together, we’ll have our haplily ever afters someday, someday. Its just one lifetime for the next eternity.

This is written for all my friends who have fallen into love and out of love. Remember your first love. In it you’ll find the strength to go through anything come what may, come what may.

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