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I feel like I want my nose so BIG!

Call me vain, call me whatever. I need this! I have delayed this surgery for a year now due to the lack of time to recuperate after the operation. BUT…..its taking a tow on me.

Ok ok on a more serious note what I need is no plastic surgery nose job. I’ve been having throat infections everyday. I’ve started to snore. I have sleep apnea. All this because I have this bad nose allergy that causes me to not be able to breathe from my nose.

I’ve drugged myself, got myself a dehumidifier, made changes to my lifestlye but I can’t get it off. So it is time to do it. It’s time to get my nose job done. BUT…..I really don’t have the time.

Getting it done will make me I think 300 percent more effective. But it will put me off the grid for 2 weeks at least I forsee. Can we afford that? Should I take the risk?

I haven’t been able to sing well. My throat hurts so bad. I really can’t stand how I have so little control over my voice because it feels plain BAD. I’m tired cause I don’t get enough oxygen when I sleep. I feel so weary…….then what is stopping me from getting it all done immediately? I don’t have the time….

Ridiculous as it seems, this is the scenario, this is the reality. Pray with me that I will solve this soon. I’m tired. I’m so so tired.