I never want to come out of this dream
I have taken so many things in life for granted. Especially God’s blessings. I do exactly what I’m not supposed to do many times but somehow grace abounds. Since I have stepped out in believing God I must say He has been more than good. I still need to change so much yet He doesn’t wait until we are totally changed to let us know He loves, He cares for us and wants the best for us.
I realise I have to change so much. I mean I am not competent enough in so many things. Character wise I’m not sure if I’m much of a good reflection of what a good Christian should be also. I certainly strive but I find myself failing miserably.
I’m in the process of reading the book Heart of the Artist of which I would review later on to really start the habit of reading again. I want to be a better person. You may ask why this sudden motivation and change? Well it is not sudden. I just been blind to see everything because I was just simply looking at myself and not God.
Now the evidences are clear¬† how can I not see? Oh taste and see that the Lord is good. Yes He is. Now I’m talking in the perspective of a just materially only. This does not mean that it is the yard stick in which we measure God’s blessings. But to deny God’s blessings and not give Him the glory would be the most selfish thing I could do. I have been blessed with a new phone, new shoes, new clothes, new notebook, new work desk, and the list goes on and on until yesterday a NEW GUITAR. I mean, all this in a month!!! I came here with absolutely no money at all of my own. Instead now I have everything! It is like a dream!! One that I never want to wake up from.
My mom says this, God spoils me. I think so. You think so? I think so. I mean I am so blessed that others keep thinking I’m rich. Some people keep calling me rich. Others say I only have to ask and I sure get. Some cry not fair. I really don’t know. But I’m certain I’m not rich. It is all God’s blessing. I certainly don’t deserve it but I must say thank you Lord. Thank you very much
There are posts I promised to write and I have done so, it is just not ready for publishing so please wait patiently ok? I scrapped the job/occupation post as I have no time to do the research. Upcoming posts:
Erosion vs Accumulation
Taylor 514ce – a very simple review
Jazz Chords
Album of the Week – Love Out Loud (Jaci Velasquez)
Book Review – Heart of the Artist
Ok ok that is a lot of work for me. If, just if I don’t sell off my HP 2133, You will see a review of it too!! I am now wondering if I should sell…..Oh well Cheers everyone!! I’m still dreaming…..la la la la la


Hey congrats on the new guitar !! Haha and I do agree God spoils you
But is really great to see you being blessed in many ways…and good to know yr always greatful and never fail to thank God for it !!
Leon said:
Yeah I’m so happy! So I’m not a spoilt brat right?
haha..hmm I wouldn’t say you ah la….hahaha
Leon said:
Yeah I know
Hey… congrats on the new guitar. I always get blisters when I try to learn.. so I give up. Hahah!
Leon said:
Thank you! I am very happy indeed. Yeah it is a painful process in the beginning. Now it hardly hurts for me. It also depends on the guitar. More expensive guitars are actually easier to play
you are rich in the Lord’s blessings mah..
ooh yay! you’ve finally gotten a super cool guitar! we can play duet now hehhe
Leon said:
Ok ok we play the song I blogged about and you play all the tough parts, I tap my feet ok?
no one would want to come out of a dream like that!!
with the new guitar now the pressure mounts ya?….
siew lee: when can we play together?
szu li and nancy: when can you play like Tommy Emmanuel?
carmille, nancy alex and sarah: when are you going to entertain us?…hahaha
pressure….Stress…..NIGHTMARE!!!
p/s you do know i am just pulling your legs right?…heeheehe
Leon said:
Yes I can feel it……
you play better than me of course you have to play the hard parts la haha. why not like this, you hide behind the curtain and play the hard parts, and i’ll just play the easy parts but people duno so they thought i’m so pro hahha..
Leon said:
Me not pro la…..far from it haha. You can hide behind. If I want to sabotage you then you’re in trouble hahaha
wah don’t lah.. but u see, if you need to kao or impress girls, i can back you up from behind the curtain and they will be so impressed and go WOW. see i’m so good right… a friend like this where to find? muahahaahha…
Leon said:
I think that won’t work somehow…..