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It is hard to say goodbye

   Posted by: WhiRL   in Announcement

I am so emotional now, I just got a call from Singapore right after my last post to tell me that I got my work permit and they would like me to be there by mid this month. That would mean that I will be gone in a week’s time!!

I started this blog with the intention of recording my life’s bests moments and also to let my loved ones constantly be in the know of how I am because there was a huge possibility I was leaving. Now the time has come for me to leave and I’m so torn.

Kota Kemuning Assembly (my church) has been my home and family for so long now and it is really hard to say goodbye. How and why all these things happened is still a mystery to me but all I know that it is for the best I guess…..

My heart is so torn.

There are so many things and people I don’t want to leave behind. So many people I have come to love with all my heart.

Why is it just so hard to say goodbye? I know that it will be impossible for me not to cry now because my heart is bursting even right now.

I don’t want to say goodbye yet, not until it is time….I want to cherish every moment I have left. There is just so many goodbyes to say. I am just utterly speechless right now…..

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15 comments so far

MikeLeo
 1 

Yup… it’s hard to say good bye to all the good people in your life (like me) and travel to another country (just 5 hours drive) and work there (just another church) to expand God’s kingdom.

I believe that your blog will be the only channel into your world other than SMS, email, phone calls and visit to Singapore.

So, if that’s God’s will, go with peace and make Malaysian proud by shining your abilities there.

You will always be in our prayerss……..

Leon said:

You think Miracle is going to respond to my sms, phone and emails? Aiyo yo.

June 3rd, 2008 at 4:20 pm
Adino
 2 

It’s only a temporary physical separation… moreover it’s so easy to communicate nowadays.

Wish you a great start in your ministry in Singapore!

Leon said:

Sometimes a physical seperation is tougher than we can imagine. To not see Rachel grow up during these years is really a big loss to me. Please do communicate often.

June 4th, 2008 at 1:25 pm
siewlee
 3 

feels like i’m losing a bro… :(

Leon said:

I’m losing so many people….

June 4th, 2008 at 2:03 pm
meiyen@sarah
 4 

Yup losing someone so dear….but you’ll be a blessing to many others over there, just as how you have been and will still be a blessing to me and everyone else here.
Take care and I’ll keep praying for you !

Leon said:

I covet all your prayer my dearest friends

June 4th, 2008 at 3:40 pm
michelle
 5 

hey!
its vr near only so u can come back every weekend to see miracle?
when there’s a will there’s a way

Leon said:

I’ll definately be back as much as possible…..

June 4th, 2008 at 4:41 pm
wai chi
 6 

keep in touch through bloggie ya~^^ take care brother~love ur voice.=D

Leon said:

Thanks sister, I will miss your voice too haha.

June 4th, 2008 at 5:17 pm
tabster
 7 

hey u.. yeah, it’s hard saying goodbye.. but, we’ll keep in touch ya.. will let u know when i head down to spore.. i go to grace when i’m there for sundays..

take care.. hope to catch sight of u b4 u head off.. will miss u..

Leon said:

Yeah find me, it will be a relief to see a familiar face once and a while there

June 5th, 2008 at 3:46 pm
Sothy
 8 

It is really hard to gudbye, but we know tat God has a greater plan than ours. So go with hope. I will miss you. Still keep in touch.

Do your best !

Leon said:

I am missing you too. I will try my best and let God do the rest

June 6th, 2008 at 6:36 pm
Nancy Alex
 9 

It’ll be alright. There’s always a silver linning. Like I told you before, we will never forget you even if it feels like we have. And you will always be close to the hearts of those you love as well. We will be here when you return leon! =P

Leon said:

I’m glad to hear that

June 7th, 2008 at 2:47 pm
mitmit
 10 

I’ll show Miracle any pictures u have on this blog n tell her what a great “kai yeh” u r.

Leon said:

Thank you, that will mean a lot to me. Plus I will video call when she can start communicating. I will miss her soooooooo much

June 8th, 2008 at 1:57 am
Nancy
 11 

As you start this new chapter in your life, may i wish you Shalom.

With God as your lighthouse, live this chapter well and write it well that His light shines forth through you.

Leon said:

Shalom to you and to everyone! Yes a new chapter begins…..

June 9th, 2008 at 1:46 pm
MikeLeo
 12 

Miracle will sure answer all your calls, sms, email, etc… only that it’s thru my perspective (nonetheless, her father need to screen thru all her emails mah… he he)

Don’t worry…you can find a category in my blog specially dedicated to her’s happening. almost updated daily, you can see her whenever you visit my blog lor

Leon said:

Aiya cannot gossip about you already sigh…..hahahhaha

Still it is sad to know when I come back she won’t remember me

June 9th, 2008 at 3:27 pm
Edmund Lee
 13 

Bro, just follow your heart. All the best. I will be waiting for your home coming and your promises.

Leon said:

Waaa thank you for coming to visit and comment! You keep reminding me until I scared la…..hahaha. I will be back la, but we let God decide la whether I can keep them ok? But I will try my best

June 9th, 2008 at 4:47 pm
rinnah
 14 

All the best in Singapore, leon! Don’t worry, it’s not that far away…

Leon said:

Thank you. Problem is I will get homesick…..in Cambodia also I was…..I won’t worry, I just will cry a lot I know….so malu

June 9th, 2008 at 10:49 pm
~doNNa^~
 15 

It’s such a great opportunity that it’s not everyone is being called for that. Do great works for God!! All the best to you in Singapore. We’ll be keeping you in our prayer. Will be seeing you soon… on your coming back (so near mah). :)

Leon said:

Near? Drive until almost sleep ahahahah……thanks for your prayers…..I need them

June 12th, 2008 at 12:42 am

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